Today, the day before Chinese New Year I went for a haircut..again. I know! But I can't stop changing my style. I cannot stick to something for long. That is why I have been worring that if I get a boyfriend how am I suppose to stick to him for long? Nevermind that, my hair style seems to be quite okay this time...like I also say. Tonight I'm gonna have reunion dinner with my family...but be damn boring. I mean my father's side that is. I have been looking forward to my mother's side reunion dinner. I mean I grew up with my mother's mum. I like her rules and things alot. Its not like I don't like my father's mum its just I grew up with a stronger feeling attached to my mother's mum. God, this is so weird. Mother's mum...father's mum. This is so confusing and weird. Anyway, its gonna be a blast at my mother's mum place. Its more warm and fun unlike my father's side. I mean we cannot even talk at the dinner table. I mean not that cannot talk but it seems like we have no topic at all. Besides, they would just use an excuse saying in cantonese we cannot talk while we eat...That's just lame.
Today I was suppose to go watch a movie but ended up hanging out with my family. We went to 'This Fashion' at Ang Mo Kio and it was like a shopping spree...But in the end when I saw the unwillingness in my parents' eyes when they reach out of their wallets I already know that I should have not been so materalistic and help to save money but I'm not that guilty as the one who spent the most money was my sister. Anyways, I want to repay them somehow. I mean now is like another 'Great Depression' and I'm stilling spending their hard earned money. I really have to repay them big time in the future for all the things they did. They are the coolest!
Today, my sister 'o' level results came out. I wan so freakin scared and that principal kept on blabbing I was already on the verge of going insane and she added that she was disappointed by the results on the whole. I felt that I could just faint right at the spot. I know it's not my results but I'm already freakin out. So what about my turn? I think I could not even survive to reach school on that day..Okay I know I'm exaggerating but I think its quite true. I don't have guts soI get scared easily. Okay, at least my sister's results were acceptable and she could live up to herself. I felt so happy that she passed and is eligible to take up the courses she wants but may not get in. I know deep inside she would make it.
Well, basically after I returned to school I realised thats school sucked even more than I could imagine...More subjects, harder concepts. I mean that's life right? Life's a bitch. Everyone agrees, if you are some peace loving person with uncut long hair from the 80s or 90s century please get out or as you know my blog is completely not suitable for your kind. If you get sick or feel uneasy like you have been possessed I hold no responsibilty. So keep on reading or visit my blog at your own risk. People my kind, it's a must you come here. It's paradise here...I mean not literally. If it is why is my life still sucky? If you are my kind of people feel free to tag and we could chat about how desperate this world is and how gloomy and no meaning it is. If your not and think I'm crazy please get out...Thank you.
Today, life sucked as usual. I had to go through a day with all the lessons and I'm dying already. All the 'dry' subjects in a day and it just gets bloody better than next day. Tomorrow, I'm having P.E one of the worst class I dislike. There's so many things to do on the second day of school... Buy this buy that do this do that...Wasting time and money. Hurts me to see my money fly away and after a year or so...I won't be using it and it would be left in a corner to rot...Oh wow how bloody wonderful is that?
Last night, I had this really weird dream that made no sense. I mean I always have dreams that had no sense so I don't really see the difference. Besides, I never had a great dream that really makes me feel over the moon. The thing is when I dream, I realised that I'm always in some mall or place which I have NEVER been to. The worst part is it's so vivid. The mall is really huge, crowd and make many shops but none of the time I've been to in my real life so why do I have images of those malls? I'm starting to think that my entries are starting to get shorter and shorter...
Today, well...it's okay. I started reading up Anne Rice's The Vampire Lestat. I know Anne Rice's books are popular and how could I only start reading now? Well, actually heard how great it is but didn't have time to borrow but suddenly I found her books in my library thus I borrowed from my school library. I just love how Anne Rice wirtes her stories...Brilliant. She protraits the Vampire Lestat to be those true vampire unlike those whining and complaining types from other fictional vampires from other writers. But I'm sad that he's gay. Haiz! But still brilliant how she could write such great books. I love the way she writes, she makes you really read word for word once you skim through it's over for you.
I went to school today and it sucked. My life is titally ruined. I have some teachers that I don't really like with to stick with my classes for the full year or even the next. Today when I go to school, I saw a black cat and that was probably why bad things happened to me. I mean if you are going to call me superstition I'm not gonna blame you. I just tend to link back things that happened to me to occult and paranormal. Maybe that's why my life revolve around such stuff. I totally love them. Plus, it's not the first time I saw a black cat and something bad happen right after next but even though so I love black cats and the number 13, you know. It's like all the bad luck things and stuff people dislike I would tend to love them. Besides, I love black cats as their fur are so black and look at their eyes, their slit of pupils it's like piering through your very sould. They could see through you and they are animals close to paranormal.
Grr! Today is the start of another year. 2009. And it sucks cause tomorrow I have to go to school and yes, like I said before its doom all over again. By the way, today is damn hot. I went to the market with my grandma and I was sweating all over. Ahh~How I wish to have a tub of really cold ice-cream spry with whipped cream all over and a really cold and fuzzy drink by my side. I just have to lay back and relax...That is the life but apparently starting tomorrow there would be no life...I mean next year and 2010 all the good movies would be coming out but there is financial crisis and chinese new year we woun't be eating good and receive that much money...Haiz! Plus I would have to prepare for 'O' Levels...Next year and the year after next would be hell...Literally. I think this whole crisis thing would take about another 3 years at least. This year should be fun. The year of ox but it seem so gloomy that the new year decorations sucks and the red packets seems to have holes...(all the money would be dropping out.)