Midnight Breeze

26th Nightmare

2009-08-31T19:13:00.002+08:00

This might be the most horrible thing that happened to my life. First I got sick on wednesday just a few days before my birthday. I got the flu like symptoms. My mum told me that now who ever gets the flu have 90% of being a H1N1 victim. I'm pretty sure I'm the victim cause I never gotten so ill before. Before, just a few days of rest would do it but this time its been like a week but not much improvement. During the first day I was sick I had to take my medicine like crazy. It was so horrible that I think I had develope a fear for medicine. The next few days did not turn out that well. My crush, well...he wanna end of this whole playing thing and have a clean clear cut.

25th Nightmare

2009-06-14T20:37:00.027+08:00

Today, I skipped tution and went to the Singapore National Museum first and I took some of the pictures below:

This is me and my sister pretending to be shocked at the trucks this was found at the enterence of the meuseum.

My mum, sister, brother and me at the bridge in the starting of the journey.

A seal I found interesting and took it down.

A crown...

Someone's dress.

My brother trying to open the olden day kind of soil pucket....yucks

My sister trying to act that it hard to pull the lever.

Us watching the black and white tv.

A little more to the present...the 80's..how groovy.

My sister acting all nice trying to be the good girl who likes the anthem.

My father, brother and I looking up and the screen behind us shows that we are looking at the front.

This is my mum, sister, brother and me.

Ok, then we went to another museum. The Asian Civilisation Museum. To see KangXi Emperor.

And I saw thousand hand guan yin.

Me trying to look that I could fit in the crown.

So sad...I'm getting married le.
And that's all for today. I had much fun!!!

24th Nightmare

2009-06-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

Today is Simin's birthday and I'm sorry I'm not there to celebrate with her. However, today we'll be about my things not simin's cause this is my blog so I could write anything i want. BWHAAA. So as I was saying about me. I received my physics teacher's text message saying there's no need for physics tution as he had been called by the army and stuff so yeah for me. Tomorrow is father's day as its our family day and yeah again there will be no tution for me as my father wants to bring the whole family out to the museum. As a history student I would say yeah but if I were to stay home to play computer and slack all day without going for tution I would say hell yeah!

23rd Nightmare

2009-06-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

O.O Today went shopping with my aunty and in the end we walked around vivocity doing her shoping for mostly groceries and other stuff and she bought only a blouse. My sister and I bought nothing. Argh... around 7 to 8 plus when I was at ESPRIT trying out shorts I went into the fitting room and I saw a door ajar and I think no one was in it so I pushed in and ...O///O there was this guy I think...or was it a girl? Not sure but I was just so embarrassed I kept apologising and ran to another room with no one in it this time. Unfortunately none of the shorts fit and I didn't buy it besides even if it fits just look at the price could make you go blink blink. Damn...her halfway through my aunty's shooping for groceries I was bored so I howled and made many weird noises and people were staring O///O. Damn how many times must I get embarrassed in a day?! But Me and my sis went looking for rings but just can't seem to find the perfect one. I must go out someday soon to get my rings. Now the trends for rings are those thick and swirly types right? But my aunty said my fingers are too slender so these type don't suit me. TT_TT but i really like this type of ring...

22nd Nightmare

2009-06-08T18:29:00.003+08:00

OMG! O.O I've changed my hairstyle and I can honestly say...I suck =.= I mean sure it different and I look good in shorts with it but when I wear dress or skirt I suck...alot. I look like a lesbian. No offense to the lesbians but in my opinion I do look like a dyke. You know most of the lesbian pairs you see the one more girlier than usual and the one who is more tough? I happen to look like the one who is more tough. My sister even agreed with me!!! Argh! I'm straight! Now damn it how am I suppose to find a boyfriend if people thinks I'm a dyke? Damn I'm cursed to be single for the rest of my life. TT-TT

21st Nightmare

2009-06-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Wow...I'm gonna go get my haircut 2morro i just hope that nothing much would happen cause when something were to happen to me I'm sure its not something good. Not sure how 2morro would turn out but let's just hope its ok. Pray that my hair would turn into a disaster. TT-TT

20th Nightmare

2009-06-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

Well, today didn't happened much so i'm just posting a post because many people wanted me to. My father just came back home bought me a earpiece thing and haix i must say the quality is not that good. Sian, my father wasted his money but the quality sucks. I can't tell him that I mean he spent his money for this and I'm just gonna go up and say its so inconvenient and it sucks? No way in hell. So...I'm writing this because I know that he would never go my blog.

19th Nightmare

2009-04-30T15:45:00.002+08:00

Damn!!! I've never been so embarrassed in my life. Actually we were going to apologize to this guy. Yes, me and my other friend. We got into trouble together. And if your reading this, then so be it. Flood my tagbox then. Ok so as I was saying, we intended to go apologize but we got cold feet very time we have the chance to apologize to him. Then today, something huge happened. As me and my friend were walking down the stairs, we saw him and all his classmates. I mean not I saw it but my other friend saw it and we kinda embarrassed ourselves. How we embarrassed ourselves? You don't need to know. Then as we walk to the canteen. Damn we saw him and his friends again. But my friend and I went to a corner and we start talking. And when I meant talking I meant extreme talking, laughing and beating and stuff. So he and his friends kinda heard it too and we embarrassed ourselves...AGAIN. Damn, I really hope to avoid him and his whole class everytime I see them. I hope I'll never bump into them. Ever. So embarrassing. I hope to just dig a hole and die.

18th Nightmare

2009-04-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

My camp just ended recently, on the 18 of April which was a Saturday. I realised that every year my camp would suck. Big time. Its either the camp was totally not fun or the instructors were not very pleasant. Don't get me wrong majority of the instructors were nice but I'm always so unlucky to get the attitude problem instructor. When every year my friend's camping memory would be fun. Mine would be sucky. They always get the funny and caring ones or the handsome ones. Mine? None of the above and what's worst. They seemed to be always picking on me or something. They could not even remember my name. Like I said, camping was fun itself but the instructor would always come and destroy that fun part. Next year, definitely some instructor would come and destroy my camping memories again. I think I'm already getting used to it.

17th Nightmare

2009-04-10T17:01:00.003+08:00

wow...I must really say that. My guardian devil is really doing its job. Making my life miserable. Let me tell you waht happened. I had my speech day rehearsal yesterday and it went horribly wrong. When it was my cue to remove the cables from the sockets I did not know as the cue they gave was not very obvious. I made quite a fool out of myself...and the projector went haywire so we ended up doing it many times. Then I forgot to bring home my physics textbook. I have my physics tution the next day and my physics teacher gave me my homework. Its freakin due tomorrow!!! I totally forgot to bring home my textbook, I can't finish it in time and I'm sure I would get a call for my parents...The rehearsal ended late and we were qite rushing for time so I completely forgotten about my physics textbook. Besides I thought it was friday 2morro but when I reached home I then realised its good friday the next day. What a bumber...Then i tried to contact all my friends for their textbook through msn but my friends were all didn't bring their textbook home or didn't take that subject. Damn. My guaridan devil have been doing its job really well for so many years. All I have throught these years was bad luck...Satan should really promote this devil.

16th Nightmare

2009-03-24T19:33:00.003+08:00

Today when i turned on my msn, my friend left me a few notes. When I read it I was heartbroken. I feel that we are drifting apart and our common interest doesn't seem to fit anymore. It sucks to feel this way and she even felt that way too. We both do. God knows what happened! But we seem to have little topic to talk about, less interest and when i crack a joke she doesn't seem to get it like she used to. When we talk we could feel like we are talking to the complete opposite kind of people now. I just hope this will be over like a breeze. I hope she doesn't think I'm a bitch for even putting it up. This would just make 1 more thing for us to fight about. I just hope that incident never happened. I mean come on just play a prank on me and lets all call it even. Now you choose to go all touchy. I don't deal with touchy. I just deal with take revenge and get this over with. God, was that the right words to use? Damn, if she gets all angry again I'm really getting it out on the freakin blog.

15th Nightmare

2009-03-16T20:26:00.002+08:00

Ok so today is not such a nice day. I mean its the begining of march school holiday day and I feelt that its like I don't have a vacation at all. School is giving tons of work, tution add on to it, can't even go out late with friends. My curfew is like at 10pm but my dad is out on a business trip so its up to my sis and I to buy back dinner, My grandma's eye is hurting her so she can't cook and she is the type to stress on eating food regularly so she wants us to buy back food for the whole of march holiday regularlt so its like even going out with my friend to play I have to get home on time to feed my family. How sucky is that? I mean everyone in my family is ok with eating late but she has to eat at like 6 plus. so she wants me back home by 6 and buy food back by like 6.30. She even asked me why am I going out till so late for? What's there to shop? But how could she understand me? Arggh! I hate this. I mean I asked her if am home with the food by 7 plus can? and she said then its the same that askin yr mum to buy back. (My mum works at a further place so for her to home its like 7 plus and if with the food it would be 7 going 8) I actually think its ok having dinner at 7 plus but her answer was like if i want yr mum to buy back I wouldn't ask you. You should be back by 6 plus so I could eat the food earlier. Damn! This is sickening. For the whole week?! I already have my curfew and she's restricting it to even earlier. What is this?

14th Nightmare

2009-03-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

Ok. Many people have been telling me to update so here I am. Updating my blog. Damn you people didn't I say I have no time I would perfer my blog dead but if I don't you won't leave me in peace. Damn what is wrong with you peopl? Anyway I'm stress out about school work and this may be my last post. *gasp* dying message. Yes, it is my dying message. If you ever don't see another post means this is really dead.

13th Nightmare

2009-01-25T10:48:00.002+08:00

Today, the day before Chinese New Year I went for a haircut..again. I know! But I can't stop changing my style. I cannot stick to something for long. That is why I have been worring that if I get a boyfriend how am I suppose to stick to him for long? Nevermind that, my hair style seems to be quite okay this time...like I also say. Tonight I'm gonna have reunion dinner with my family...but be damn boring. I mean my father's side that is. I have been looking forward to my mother's side reunion dinner. I mean I grew up with my mother's mum. I like her rules and things alot. Its not like I don't like my father's mum its just I grew up with a stronger feeling attached to my mother's mum. God, this is so weird. Mother's mum...father's mum. This is so confusing and weird. Anyway, its gonna be a blast at my mother's mum place. Its more warm and fun unlike my father's side. I mean we cannot even talk at the dinner table. I mean not that cannot talk but it seems like we have no topic at all. Besides, they would just use an excuse saying in cantonese we cannot talk while we eat...That's just lame.

12th Nightmare

2009-01-18T18:00:00.003+08:00

Today I was suppose to go watch a movie but ended up hanging out with my family. We went to 'This Fashion' at Ang Mo Kio and it was like a shopping spree...But in the end when I saw the unwillingness in my parents' eyes when they reach out of their wallets I already know that I should have not been so materalistic and help to save money but I'm not that guilty as the one who spent the most money was my sister. Anyways, I want to repay them somehow. I mean now is like another 'Great Depression' and I'm stilling spending their hard earned money. I really have to repay them big time in the future for all the things they did. They are the coolest!

11th Nightmare

2009-01-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

Today, my sister 'o' level results came out. I wan so freakin scared and that principal kept on blabbing I was already on the verge of going insane and she added that she was disappointed by the results on the whole. I felt that I could just faint right at the spot. I know it's not my results but I'm already freakin out. So what about my turn? I think I could not even survive to reach school on that day..Okay I know I'm exaggerating but I think its quite true. I don't have guts soI get scared easily. Okay, at least my sister's results were acceptable and she could live up to herself. I felt so happy that she passed and is eligible to take up the courses she wants but may not get in. I know deep inside she would make it.

10th Nightmare

2009-01-10T09:57:00.003+08:00

Well, basically after I returned to school I realised thats school sucked even more than I could imagine...More subjects, harder concepts. I mean that's life right? Life's a bitch. Everyone agrees, if you are some peace loving person with uncut long hair from the 80s or 90s century please get out or as you know my blog is completely not suitable for your kind. If you get sick or feel uneasy like you have been possessed I hold no responsibilty. So keep on reading or visit my blog at your own risk. People my kind, it's a must you come here. It's paradise here...I mean not literally. If it is why is my life still sucky? If you are my kind of people feel free to tag and we could chat about how desperate this world is and how gloomy and no meaning it is. If your not and think I'm crazy please get out...Thank you.

9th Nightmare

2009-01-05T19:07:00.003+08:00

Today, life sucked as usual. I had to go through a day with all the lessons and I'm dying already. All the 'dry' subjects in a day and it just gets bloody better than next day. Tomorrow, I'm having P.E one of the worst class I dislike. There's so many things to do on the second day of school... Buy this buy that do this do that...Wasting time and money. Hurts me to see my money fly away and after a year or so...I won't be using it and it would be left in a corner to rot...Oh wow how bloody wonderful is that?

8th Nightmare

2009-01-04T10:53:00.002+08:00

Last night, I had this really weird dream that made no sense. I mean I always have dreams that had no sense so I don't really see the difference. Besides, I never had a great dream that really makes me feel over the moon. The thing is when I dream, I realised that I'm always in some mall or place which I have NEVER been to. The worst part is it's so vivid. The mall is really huge, crowd and make many shops but none of the time I've been to in my real life so why do I have images of those malls? I'm starting to think that my entries are starting to get shorter and shorter...

7th Nightmare

2009-01-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today, well...it's okay. I started reading up Anne Rice's The Vampire Lestat. I know Anne Rice's books are popular and how could I only start reading now? Well, actually heard how great it is but didn't have time to borrow but suddenly I found her books in my library thus I borrowed from my school library. I just love how Anne Rice wirtes her stories...Brilliant. She protraits the Vampire Lestat to be those true vampire unlike those whining and complaining types from other fictional vampires from other writers. But I'm sad that he's gay. Haiz! But still brilliant how she could write such great books. I love the way she writes, she makes you really read word for word once you skim through it's over for you.

6th Nightmare

2009-01-02T14:54:00.002+08:00

I went to school today and it sucked. My life is titally ruined. I have some teachers that I don't really like with to stick with my classes for the full year or even the next. Today when I go to school, I saw a black cat and that was probably why bad things happened to me. I mean if you are going to call me superstition I'm not gonna blame you. I just tend to link back things that happened to me to occult and paranormal. Maybe that's why my life revolve around such stuff. I totally love them. Plus, it's not the first time I saw a black cat and something bad happen right after next but even though so I love black cats and the number 13, you know. It's like all the bad luck things and stuff people dislike I would tend to love them. Besides, I love black cats as their fur are so black and look at their eyes, their slit of pupils it's like piering through your very sould. They could see through you and they are animals close to paranormal.

5th Nightmare

2009-01-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

Grr! Today is the start of another year. 2009. And it sucks cause tomorrow I have to go to school and yes, like I said before its doom all over again. By the way, today is damn hot. I went to the market with my grandma and I was sweating all over. Ahh~How I wish to have a tub of really cold ice-cream spry with whipped cream all over and a really cold and fuzzy drink by my side. I just have to lay back and relax...That is the life but apparently starting tomorrow there would be no life...I mean next year and 2010 all the good movies would be coming out but there is financial crisis and chinese new year we woun't be eating good and receive that much money...Haiz! Plus I would have to prepare for 'O' Levels...Next year and the year after next would be hell...Literally. I think this whole crisis thing would take about another 3 years at least. This year should be fun. The year of ox but it seem so gloomy that the new year decorations sucks and the red packets seems to have holes...(all the money would be dropping out.)

4th Nightmare

2008-12-31T11:33:00.003+08:00

Today, my parents are spring cleaning the house and OMG our house very corner have spider webs. Haz! We are so dirty and lazy. I know that I'm not helping anything and I'm having the leisure of playing the computer I should shut up but seeing all my things being removed and placing them all over my room hurts my heart. Especially my books, mangas, drawings, clothings all over place and in disorder makes me feel all uneasy. Yes, I like keeping things in order but not saying that I cannot stand the least bit of messy...but to this extreme?! I feel that I'm gonna tear my hair of my scalp, rip my skin off my flesh and do bad things very very bad things.

3rd Nightmare

2008-12-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to watch movies with Dalphne and the movie which I liked the best was, 'The Day The Earth Stood Still'(2008). *spoilers*I like the concept. An alien came down, changed into a handsome guy with awesome powers and high intelligence. The fate of all human race was in his hands but he still saved the humans in the end trusting that they would change. I especially love the changing into a handsome guy with cool powers and high IQ. That was the best part of the show. Anyways, school starting soon and I'm doom all over again. I never get tired saying that last sentence.

2nd Nightmare

2008-12-27T21:22:00.002+08:00

Oh my God...I had my haircut and i guess it's okay. I mean everytime we had a haircut we would abhor it I mean when u look into the mirror and see a completely new look u would feel weird and prefer the previous u...but after a few hours or a day u would feel that this look is better than the previous one...How weird? I mean human is a very funny thing. We die out easily and is so brittle yet we are one of the strongest thing on earth. But I still want to stick to being a vampire. I always wanted my life to change this way...I wake up one day and my family wants to leave my current country, Singapore. Then when we reach some other country. I start school and I meet this guy that always pick on me and I prank him back we mess with eachother's lives and make a fool out of ourselves then I found out my indirectly best friend is a vampire. We fall in love in a comedy yet dangerous way and he turn me into a vampire when I reach 18. I mean then I would always be 18. I won't grow old. Then I spent the eternity with him. My life would be filled with all the different spices, better than just a boring and realistic life I'm having now. PS: I hate what I am now. Besides, another year coming. Meaning I'm doom all over again...

1st Nightmare

2008-12-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

Well, after much trouble with my blog and decided to make another one which is this one and I hope to stick to this one for quite some time. I was dying when I redid another blog. Anyways, enough of the blogging problem. Let's talk about my sucky life![yeah! I have totally gone insane!] Today, I'm gonna go for a haircut and I wonder how it would look. Please be a nice haircut! Later I would be going for tution which is a big BOO! I also realised that people don't read long entries so this new blog I'm gonna write short entries and minimise all the things I wanna say into a few sentences and I have no idea why I'm telling this to you when this is my blog and I could do anything I want...I must have really lost my mind. A new year starting meaning we're all doom once again.